...Went to camden, it was too busy but met some friends and went for lunch and a drink and had good conversation which was good and got me thinking about how i haven't really thought all that much about myself as a person recently and maybe this breakup is good in that respect. Lots of stuff that i want to do and places to go and it kinda gets a bit lost in trying to be the right person for someone else. I guess when the right person comes along i wont have to try all that much but when you care about someone for that long its hard not to think that you're doing something wrong....so that was real nice.
Going to see a really really good band with a really good friend tomorrow night which will be excellent. Only got this bastard essay hanging over my head for thursday - its amazingly dull but got to be done.
Hope i can sleep properly tonight. Had so much going on in my head that i can't really concentrate on one thing and my head is crammed with nothingness (i'm sure that makes no sense) and i cant sleep until i'm REALLY tired which has been at like 3 or 4 and is ruining my mornings!
Anyway, hope alls well in this strange virtual world
